Monday, October 31

So I've been a regular video watcher on youtube for a while now, and not always do I get the chance to watch all the great videos on the site, so the only option was to download it now and watch later. So I've been trying out different types of software, and I think I found a great one.

It's called... JCopia. It's just this software I found and it downloads everything you watch!
All I have to do is just press the play button and it automatically downloads it!
Easy huh?

Oh, and for music lovers, it downloads mp3 files too!

So here's the link JCopia

If it doesn't work, check out their site on the product and try for the free trial!

ENJOY! :) 

p/s: to get the software to FREE (!) all you have to do is make a review of this software and contact Jennifer Johnson at jjohnson@jiteco.com and send her the link to the review and she will contact you back! Don't miss out on this opportunity!

Saturday, October 29

Conquered the GIANT and sharing the victory

Praise the Lord!

UEC is over! 
To be frank, the whole exam wasn't as terrible as I thought it would be. Seems like UEC took it easy with us this year. Or maybe I just managed to overcome my fear of the exam and go through it smooth sailing.
Anyways, no more dwelling in the past, it's the end of the year now!

November is almost here (can't you believe it! November!), and remember from the previous post, I did mention about "contributing to society". Yup, that's what I'm going to do. In the season of Advent, and inspired by Mission Sunday (23rd Oct), I'm planning to spend some time at Bukit Harapan, a care centre for the disabled. Most of them are children, and it was one of the first care centers I went when I was tagging along my mom's prayer group. I got attached to them. Sadly, as time passed, I got busy, and my plans to be a regular volunteer was pushed aside when they moved.
But now, with all the time in my hands, I'm gonna spend some of it there.

Anyone in KK who want to join? Just email me at mythness(at)gmail.com and I'll get back to you :)
I know, lame email right? I was 12 when I did it okay?

Yeah, if you're interested in other charities, do your part as a member of the society!
Give back, and you shall receive more. 


Friday, October 21

Frustrations

You would never know when somebody finally pulled the final straw until you start to go hysterical over little things. Sometimes it's all the build up from one small incident that led to your mental breakdown.

I'm on the verge of having one now.

You know how they like to say,
"Even though she smiles all the time, doesn't mean that she's not hurting on the inside" something like that.
I prefer to release all my frustrations than to hide them, so afterwards, I could really genuinely smile.

Everything is going wrong. Everything. What I expected, didn't happen. Things I should be doing at this moment is left at the side so that I could do something else that is totally irrelevant. I can't seem to focus for the shortest while, I get mad at myself, I'm starting to be insecure about myself, about everything in life generally.
I just don't get why I'm not like the others. They get to experiment with make up while I console myself with the fact that I don't need make up to make myself feel better, but deep down, I really want to try it on.
Fact is, I'm no good with all this beauty maintenance, I'm just not good at it.
All my attempts of trying to start early just ended with me feeling bad about myself.
I have no patience with myself, all of a sudden, I'm a failure.

You know, I'm not blind, I may have to wear glasses, but I'm certainly not blind. I can see that your eyes always wonder to the spots where all the extra facial hair or the acne are. I don't blame you, I blame myself.

Muffins, this post suddenly sounds like a hatred letter to myself. I better stop before I dig to deep.

p/s I just needed a place to express. Pages on my journal ran out. :/

Friday, October 14


Thursday, October 13

Post Cards and Agatha Christie

So mum just came back from her worry-free trip to the United Kingdom, as expected, she brought home some gifts from the Heydons and Aunty Ruth. I nearly cried when I saw the two collections of Agatha Christie.
I got over 15 postcards! Yup, I collect postcards. :)

Finally framed the photo! :)

Moving Forward

Moving along to the flow of Time.

We're heading for the middle of October, which means another 2 grueling weeks of endless procrastination and exams for me and my fellow schoolmates. Preparing for the mother of all Junior Exams, yes, I'm talking about the merciless UEC.
Yes, it's worse than it sounds. But, I'm prepared to conquer that monster and be victorious!

I'm gonna start preparing for battle after I'm done with all my social networking. Give me 30 minutes. Trying to discipline myself here!

Can't wait till this nightmare is over, then I can finally let loose and enjoy life. Not that I'm not enjoying it now, but it's harder when the pressure is twice the size of Mt. Kinabalu. (yes, I'm exaggerating)

N-Eways,  I have lots of ideas for the next months. Thinking about contributing to the society. For they say, "Give, and you shall receive"

Can't wait!

Pray for me and all the others sitting for UEC!


Sunday, October 9

Engagement of the Year

And they're finally engaged! After years of asking and persistent pester, Uncle Paul finally decided to settle down. Uncle Paul and Aunty Beth got engaged yesterday, 08th of October. Took some photos!


Enjoy... 



The Rings, 
pretty ain't it? 


Rombongan Dapod (The Men's Troupe)  

 My awesome cousins 
(L-R: Dina, Me, Gail and Azie) 
 The chicas with Aunty Carol (in the middle) 

 Oh, poor baby Byron, so emo

 Singing their first duet as the newly engaged couple. awwww... 

Can't wait for their wedding! 

Sunday, October 2

Just in case you were wondering...

Yes, poor me. 

Sick just days before the exam that I've been preparing for the past 3 years.
Sad life :'( 
Supposed to be studying but my mind just won't take in any more information. 
Mom will be in the UK when I sit for my first paper and Dad, well, he'll be in KL as usual. 
No one will be nagging me to study or go to sleep for the whole PMR period. 
It's just up to me and my determination. 

BUT THEN, my 40 year old uncle is finally getting engaged on the 8th, which is in the middle of exams and I'm looking forward to that more than the exam. So, I can tell I'm screwed :/

So, to anyone reading this, please please please pray for me and I will pray for you too! 

God Bless and yeah.