Things I never said...

It happened to me a couple of times when I never seized the opportunity to say something that might mean a lot to that person. It ended up bugging me for a long time. It still is.

I hated myself for not speaking up. I know I should've said something. I should've done something. It could've change the future, or what is has become, the present. That was a lot of modal verbs.

Quoting Carrie Underwood, "all the bridges burnt and there are lessons learned." I've learned to not let other people's opinion effect mine. People always have something mean or critical to say. Everyone is a critic. But then, the toughest critic is still yourself. If I myself like it, why should I be bothered about other people's view?

I knew I should've at least apologise for being such a ridiculous person. I was so young (I still am by the way) and very immature. Honestly, I was scared of getting hurt. I've seen it happen in front of me and I think I can feel just how devastated I would feel if it were me.

Then, I lose the opportunity to say something. The shadow of "Why didn't I..." follow me around everyday to haunt me. I've prayed and wished hard that I might get that redo chance but it never came. Talk about YOLO. *sarcastic laugh*

So yeah, to anyone reading this, seize the moment. If your heart tells you something, don't hesitate.
But don't try to hurt somebody. Choose your words wisely people.

We all have feelings, but how often do we show it?

This Is Football

I made a terrible mistake. I let my emotions ruin my aim. I should've listen to what everyone else was telling me. I should've listen to the optimist inside of me.

So yeah. I think I played terrible for the match against KYFF (Kick You Far Far). Mainly because I injured my friend in the shins, with the football boots I was wearing. Cyrus and Jay kept telling me "This is football." I know for a fact that injuries and football are always in a sentence together.
I had no idea what came upon me. Probably because it was my first time injuring someone and it just overwhelmed me that I was capable of doing that. It didn't feel good.

In the end, I stopped in the first few minutes of the second half.

It wasn't a good day for me. I guess the team was a little out of form too. BUT it wasn't our day. Not today but another day was what Nadrah and Kat said. I agreed.

Next match, we're looking forward to it.

ME GUSTA USH!!