You know what sucks?

Wanting to go where ever you want but you can't because you have not gotten your license yet.

But you know what sucks even more?

Wanting to go where ever you want but still can't even though you already have your license.

From the previous post, you would know that I was excited about finally getting my driver's license. I expected that I would be able to drive to school, the state library and to training on a daily basis. In reality however, I got my license card 2 weeks late and my dad only allow me to drive around the housing area with supervision. Like driving around houses would let me get a taste of how actual driving is.. bitch please.

Maybe you'll say, "Hey, at least he lets you drive.." and think that I'm being over-dramatic about this but what if you hear your own brother saying this:

"Hey, maybe soon I'll see you on the obituary page" *laughs*

and my dad still defending him (after I scolded him for being insensible) saying that I should be forgiving and caring because I am a follower of Christ and that I shouldn't take what he said into heart.

What's the point of paying RM1,500 for my driving lessons and exams only to not let me drive in the end? And what's the point of passing the exam and still getting laughed at for being a terrible driver when you haven't even seen me drive?!

Even my tutor said I am steady enough to drive and still my brother has to make fun of my driving as if he knows how I drive. He couldn't even tell the difference between forty thousand and four thousand and he is TWELVE. What's even worse is having my parents backing him up and saying I always remember the negative parts of life and not the positive part.

Honestly, I just want him to shut the fuck up and think before he speaks because when he enters high school while shit still flowing through his mouth, he would have a bad time.

Still, my dad will forever stand by his side because my little brother is an angel to him and probably seemed like the only child among the siblings who would want to follow in his footsteps in becoming a lawyer and hopefully a politician.

Biased family is biased.

Shouldn't even be online now, but since I deleted my Twitter app, this seemed like the only place for me to rant. Having a history test tomorrow, probably should start studying. 

Sigh, I can never win an argument with my dad. 

Till whenever I see you. xx

Yes, poor me. 

Sick just days before the exam that I've been preparing for the past 3 years.

Sad life :'( 

Supposed to be studying but my mind just won't take in any more information. 

Mom will be in the UK when I sit for my first paper and Dad, well, he'll be in KL as usual. 

No one will be nagging me to study or go to sleep for the whole PMR period. 

It's just up to me and my determination. 

BUT THEN, my 40 year old uncle is finally getting engaged on the 8th, which is in the middle of exams and I'm looking forward to that more than the exam. So, I can tell I'm screwed :/

So, to anyone reading this, please please please pray for me and I will pray for you too! 

God Bless and yeah.

Sunday Blues

Oh, Sunday. Sometimes, you just suck the soul out from me.

I know, haven't been blogging in a while. Been too busy with everything. Studies, stupid Angry Birds, fencing, Masterchef, perfecting that apple crumble so I could bring to school... Yeah, it's taking up my sweet blogging time.

Anyways, more disappearance like the last one in the future because I'll be getting ready for PMR & UEC!!! Crap, I sound so happy about it, but I'm not. It's just too much too handle for a 15 year old and it'll be a miracle if I actually sit down with a pen in my hand and with my thinking cap on. Fat chance.

A lot of drama happened in high school (no surprise there) and I just can't wait to babble about it! -if I have the time-

Well, till then, I bid farewell internet. *sobs*